I haven’t wanted to hold someone
As much as I want to hold you, now
my friend.

I haven’t wanted to be free with someone
As much as I want to release you, now
My friend.

I haven’t wanted to trust someone
As much as I want to tell you, now
My friend.

I haven’t wanted to love someone
As much as I want to be celibate, now
My friend.

I haven’t wanted to care for someone
As much as I want to leave you now,
My friend.